main... ek adhlikhi adhuri kitaab...
jise mile hain aajtak kai khitaab...
aaj ek aur adhura adhyaya samapt hua..


pechle panno se shyahi abhi bhi taza hai...
jo yaad dilaate hain woh khwaab jo ham bhool nahi paate...

Ek adlikhi adhuri kitaab hun main...

Socha jab maine tanhai main,
ki aakhir kaun hun main?
barbas ek he aawaz aayi,
ek adlikhi adhuri kitaab hun main...

Panne kuch puraane se,
kisse kuch apne-parayon ke,
jode hain apni zindgani se,
haan... ek adlikhi adhuri kitaab hun main...

jab paltaye panne maine iss kitaab ke,
nam hui aankhen kabhi gham kabhi khushi k aasun se,
jarjar hui iss kitaab k panno main jaise ab bhi jaan ho,
cheekh-cheekh k kehte hain han main tera he aks hun...
han, ek adhlikhi adhuri kitaab hun main...

main ek adhlikhi adhuri kitaab hun,
anek rango ki syahi se saji hui,
kai bhavnaon k rangon main doobi hui,
jiske har adhaya main kaid hain shakhsiyat nayi-purani...

han ek adlikhi adhuiri kitaab hun main..
jiske adhure-kore panno pe,
jab firayi hain ungliyan,
ubhre hain kai khwaab adhure,
taza hue hain zakhm puraane...
main- ek adlikhi adhuri kitaab...

iss kitaab ki peeda jab janni chahi,
tab baat yahi saamne aayi,
jo mila likha ussne adhyaya apna,
khud he nischit kiya kaal apna...
badhti aayi akele,
sanjoye khud main manohar kahaniyan,
jisme main kai sawal hain adhure,
mile hai jise jawaab bhi adhure,
haan ek adhlikhi adhuri kitaab hun main.....

An untold plea

The gleam in my eyes,
the happiness in my voice,
are 'coz of the feelings that I hold,
for you & have never told...

with you my world has changed,
their are feelings that i can no more cage,
and there's i plea i wanna make,
do anything but never let my heart break...

You have made me live a dream,
now i have a shoulder to lean,
someone on whom i can truly rely,
& hope that you'll never make me cry and say any lie...

the way talking to you i can spend hours and hours,
and how dreams of U n' I have become ours,
It seems to be god's will,
to grant me such a bliss...

even the silence between us speaks a lot,
this would happen to me i had never thought,
now its only your gentle care i long for,
and your tender love is now all that I lure...

Confessions...

From infant to adult stage,
there have been many confessions to make,
though it's difficult to name,
but they have proved to be a bane...

Confessions aren't easy to make,
And without them we feel so fake,
& sometimes standing by the lake,
diving in the thoughts of mine,
I find the answer coming from deep within...
it's for none but for my sake...

sometimes...

This poem tells how sometimes life gets me down, but I just have to pick myself up, and move on. And how I have messed up in the past, but it's no reason to just quit and run away. I might want to run away from my problems, but I can't. And nobody should. I just have to get over what I have done, and move on to better things, and make a better life.


Sometimes I can see myself running.
But what am I running from?
I'm running from life.
It's impossible to get away.
Sometimes I wish I could just close my eyes,
And then things would be different.
I just want to be somebody.
I don't know if I can, but I'll try.
I've messed up in my life more then once.
But at least I'm still alive.
But do I want to be?
Yes . . . I do.
People mess up all the time.
It's no reason to just run away.
If you do, your problems will wait for you.
You just gotta move on.
You have to except what you've done.
Just can't sit and feel sorry for yourself.
Life's not that bad.
It's what you make it out to be.
There will be good and bad times.
Sometimes more bad then good.
Either way it's life.
I would never want to change my life.
Even though I've messed up in the past.
I think it made me a stronger person.
So instead of running,
I'll stay and take life as it is!

I wanna be...

I wanna be alone,
Wanna replace myself by my clone,
So, that I can leave this place n' die,
And will have no-one behind me to cry...


I wanna run away,
wanna find some way,
To get things sorted out,
And get myself.. a place in the crowd...

to you...

ye mujhe kya ho raha hai,
kyu beete lamhon k saaye mujhe ghere hue hain,
jo tha mere har yaadgar lamhe main,
aaj wahi dost mera mujhse yun ajnabi-sa mila...

jisne har galti pe mujhe samjhaya,
chod gaya mujhe mera wahi hamsaaya,
chod gaya woh mera he saath,
parr kya karun yaad aati hai mujhe uski har baat,
janti hun tu hai saath nahi parr bhi fir mujhe sambhalne ko peeche hai tera haath..
aaja yaar mere ki meri galti aa gayi hai mujhe yaad,
aur waada hai mera fir hogi na aisi koi baat...

mujhe samjhne ka dava kiya hai tune hamesha,
aaj kaise dost mere tu galat mujhe samajh baitha,
bahut fark hai- jo tha tu kal aur tha tu aaj..
milte toh hain apan roz magar..
parr ab woh baat, wo jazbaat ho gayen hain kahin kho,
parr mujhe yakin hain hamm layenge zindagi wapas ab bahut akele akele liye hai ro...

kya karun main jab tujhe he parwaah nahi,
janti hun tera roothna bhi bewajaah nahi...
parr jab laga ki jise mana iss dill ne khuda,
wo ho gaya mujhse khafa..
toh kya karen na gaya zara bhi raha...

mana hui thi mujhse bhi khata,
parr kaash uss samay tune bhi hota kuch kaha,
main hun ek na-samajh insaan,
kar khuda k waaste mere saath bhi insaaf...

gairon ka saath apnana mujhe bhi pasand nahi,
chahe jise bhi jitna apnaun tujhsi dost na paun...
dosti k jo lamhe hamne hain saath guzaare,
yakin hain mujhe na jayenge tujhse bisaare..
toh kyun aaj anjaan bann rahi hai tu..
tu he hai dost-yaar meri tu he hai meri rooh...

I'am sorry I forgot you...

I'am sorry I forgot you,

But, still it's only you that I miss,
Your memories are hard for me to resist,
I believed it to be destiny's wish,
To grant me such a bliss...


My love for you wasn't ever less,
But,that wasn't enough for you I guess,
We were meant to get apart,
Whatever it was... I would say it was a wonderful past...


I never wanted our ways to part,
as we lived in eachother's heart,
But misunderstandings prevailed,
& left our lives shattered before getting unveiled...


I couldn't believe my ears,
when my plea was refused by you to hear,
I'am waiting for those years...
when you'll know the truth n could only shed tears...

But, I'am sorry I COULDN't forget you....

The Anonymous

Last night I saw someone in my dreams,
Whose presence can be felt in the morning breeze...

I felt someone was gazing at me,
But he wasn't infront of me...

He was someone with whom I have been from the very beginning,
from morning to evening...

He is someone with whom I have shared my feelings,
and received his healings...

He was there when I was alone,
and wanted someone known...

He was with me in my difficult times,
When my life was bitter like lemon n' lime...

From him I wished everything n' anything,
And he gently fulfilled what I wished...

His presence although unquestioned,
His figure still misty,
But he can't be forgotten...

As he took my sorrows,
And gave me happiness,
He was the one who took my tears,
And gave me smile...


Yes... although his figure mystic,
His presence remains UNQUESTIONED...!!

From me to you...

There's love inside,
That I hold for you,
Though I can't catch your sight,
But the moments when i don't think about you are few...

I have cried my eyes out,
But it's you that I thin about,
I wonder if I could have said it loud,
And not made myself alone in the crowd...

The gleam of my eyes has gone,
Everything seems to go wrong,
But there's still a silver lining in the dark clouds that I see,
That one day you will miss not only me...
But also my sorrows, my laughter, my gee...

The world will change,
The times won't be the same,
And feelings you can never cage,
One day all barriers will be lame...
Yeah... One day all barriers will be lame...!!

Guilts of past

"Had nights been quite longer,
days been shorter,
Had I been given some more time to know you,
to praise you,
to sense your inner beauty..."

Murmured the old man,
seated in his armchair,
recalling the past,
who's memory can't last...

He want to say sorry now,
But don't know how...
B'coz it was he who closed all doors,
And had not gone to any matters core,
But now after loosing everything,
He aspires to have a magic wand,
To redo what he should have done...
But knows that the time has gone...

Sitting in his armchair,
The picture on the front wall he stares,
Wipes tears coming out of his spects,
There's no one he expects,
To drop-in n say "hello!"...
No one to whom he could tell he feels how "low"...

But he knew it was he,
Who himself believed in the words I n Me,
Even after so many years,
He has no one near,
To love, to console...
To care, to know his soul...

And at the end he realizes,
Why he feels so low,
That there are too many things he don't know,
He always tried to run way from his duties,
Has never seen live's n nature's real beauty...

Now what he can find is ,
Himself sitting alone,
Gathering memories,
Which now makes him realize n gifts him...
Nothing else... But..
His "GUILTS OF PAST"
Which definitely would never "last",
so, he whispered once in air,
"these are all guilts of my past..
that I can't know my life..."
and then his soul left his body...
Letting him seated in his armchair... forever

Being in Love...

When your eyes are sleepless,
And your heart-beats go restless,
Your heart always longing for someone...
You wonder this is the first time your feeling this way!
Is this what being in love is...?

When suddenly someone holds more importance,
Someone becomes more special,
When his or her wish n will becomes yours..
Is this really, what love means...?

When everything looks so lively so real,
And flowers have more fragrance than before,
When touch of cool breeze register his presence,
And the calm waves has his essence,
When day n night hold no meaning any more,
When you start writing someone else's name with yours,
When on sands of beaches,
You start writing his name,
And play stupid games,
Sometimes talking to plants, to walls..
Or by counting stars spending your nights...
And you still question yourself...
Am I in Love...??

When mornings are more fresher more newer than before,
When the sky looks more brighter,
The chirp of birds more sweeter,
When you feel yourself to be more beautiful,
When after each moment you are lost in the dreams of someone...
Does it all indicate that you are in Love...?

When you are ready to leave your world for someone,
When you feel you aren't alone,
When waiting for someone gives you pleasure...

Realize it soon n give your questions a hold,
Do not waste your time,
Realize it soon before you loose your love...
Admit that YOU ARE IN LOVE...
Yes.. YOU ARE IN LOVE...!!!

POEM OF FRIENDSHIP

When my sweet memories inspired me,
When my thoughts enlightened my mind,
When I dreamt of gaiety everywhere,
When my Almighty lightened my mind,
It was then I was inspired to write this poem of friendship...!

When the mourn with the chirpy sounds of the birds,
When the sun broke out from the gentle breezes of the clouds,
When the buds bloomed to flowers,
When the rains of the monsoon wetted me,
It was then I was inspired to write this poem of friendship...!

When the bridges of friendship all the way round,
And the love among the people encouraged me,
It was then I was inspired to write this poem of friendship...!
Yeah... the poem of friendship...!!